Just For You Page 6

  “Hmm, maybe, although in case you’ve forgotten I haven’t spent my time at college just enjoying myself. I’ve worked my ass off to get my qualification. It might be a rest when I’m done here.”

  “Oh yeah,” I chuckle. “Of course, I keep forgetting that you want to work.”

  She rolls her eyes and smirks at me. “Yeah, I bet you do. You have it too easy for you.”

  I could get into an argument with her about this, but I don’t want to… maybe because she’s right.

  “Alright, I know, I ruined your study session the other day. It won’t happen again, I promise you.”

  Weirdly, I actually mean it as I say that, I will be more conscious of my behavior. Especially as it comes to her. I don’t think I’ll ever be able to be in a room with her again and not be acutely aware of her.

  “So, what is your plan for the night?” she asks me quietly, allowing her breath to tickle all over my face. I like the minty scent of her breath, it’s nice. “Are you taking me out for a midnight ride? Are there even horses here? I haven’t ever been to the stables here so I’m not sure at all. I can’t hear any…”

  “The one behind us is definitely empty,” I reassure her. “I checked before. But there are horses here. I’ve actually been out for a ride. I went a few times when college first started, but I sucked so I gave up.”

  “Oh wow, I would love to have seen that!” Lucie burst into laughter. “You have to take me one day.”

  I thought about that, seeing it in my mind as a date and I didn’t totally hate the idea. God, what the hell was wrong with me? Why was I throwing myself into this thing with Lucie so whole heartedly? She’d made me do a total one eighty in all my thoughts. Deep down I wasn’t convinced that it would end well, but still…

  “Do you want to come into the empty stable and have a look?” I wiggle my eyebrows suggestively at her. I’m not really suggesting anything I’m just trying to be flirty and fun. “It stinks of hay, but it’s okay…”

  “Yeah, alright.” Her face breaks into a wide grin which causes a heat to spread across my chest. “That sounds fun. It might bring back all sorts of memories from when we were younger.”

  She pushes herself upwards until she’s standing and as she does my eyes run down her body. She might not dress to show off every inch of her like some of the girls do here, but she looks damn good. I actually like it that she leaves a lot to the imagination, it makes her an enigma. A mystery that hopefully only I’ll be able to solve. I get a deep thrill up and down my spine as I stand too, joining her. And it isn’t just a sexual type of feeling, there’s much more to it. It’s the intense like that I feel for her, it’s off the scale.

  Without thinking too much about it, I slide my hand through hers and I lead her inside the stables. She tiptoes behind me, bouncing on her feet as she goes. As we get inside, I inhale deeply, breathing in that real countryside scent. Lucie is right, it does bring back more memories now that she’s said it.

  I turn to face her just as the door closes, I can still see her through the slither of moonlight that slides through the cracks in the slats. She looks beautiful in the glittering silvery color, it makes her irresistible. I bring her closer to me, taking her other hand in mine. She peers up at me through her eyelashes, making the butterflies in my stomach flap that much harder. They’re almost the size of birds.

  “So, this is the stable,” I say with a soft murmur. “What do you think about it?”

  I love the velvety feel of her skin as our hands hold on to one another. She makes my heart race like crazy.

  “It’s very… nice,” she replies quietly. I’m sure I can hear desire in her voice which causes an intense stirring in my underwear. “I like it. I like it a lot. The smell brings back all sorts of memories. It stirs up everything from the past, don’t you think?”

  I don’t know if she’s just being cute or if she’s trying to tell me that she’s always liked me, but I drag her had towards me because I can’t resist her for another second longer. I kiss her hard, there’s way more passion in this one, I’m sure she can feel just how hot and on fire I am. I snake my arms around her waist and I press myself against her. There’s no hiding how I feel, I hope she can tell because I really want to know if she feels the same way. I’m getting out of control now, if she doesn’t want me it’ll be very embarrassing.

  “Oh, Kade,” she gasps against me, while rolling her hips against mine. At least she isn’t repulsed by my lust. It seems that she wants me too. Thank God. “Oh, my goodness, what are we doing here?”

  “We’re doing whatever you want, baby.” I move my mouth down to her neck. “It’s entirely up to you.”

  She pauses and steps back from me, running her eyes up and down me as she tries to make her decision. I can feel her undressing me, which makes me pant desperately. I don’t know which way this is going to go, and much as I hope she wants me too I get it if she doesn’t. I know that I’ll still like her, just as much as I do now. There’s something about Lucie that will keep me on the hook whatever.

  Then she grabs me and she kisses me again, letting me know that it’s on.

  10

  Lucie

  Oh God, I can’t resist Kade any longer, there’s no point in trying to pretend that I really don’t want him when I do. This is sweet as well, a call back to our past together, in the stables, and the future too. This is the moment where things really kick into gear for me and Kade. This will be the beginning of our lives together.

  Kade’s hands grip onto my hips and he slowly travels them upwards. His mouth is all over mine, all over my neck, all over my face, driving me insane. My eyes have fallen closed, I barely even know what’s going on anymore. All I can be sure of is that Kade is everywhere and I love the feelings so damn much.

  “Oh, Kade,” I murmur as I toss my head back allowing my hair to fall down behind my back. I can feel it tickling my back and it makes me shudder violently. Luckily Kade has hold of me. “That feels so good.”

  “That feels good?” he mutters, allowing his breath to tickle my neck. “How about this?”

  Unexpectedly, his hand cups over my breast and he squeezes. That’s something I didn’t think I would like the sensation of but I do. It causes a tickling feeling in my underwear which I love. A warmth trickles up to my heart, heating my entire system up. I press my breast into him, wanting more of that, which thankfully he complies with. Then, with a cheeky smile spread across his face he hooks his fingers under my top and he grazes my hyper sensitive skin all the way to my bra. I can see his eyes all over me, trying to gauge my reaction, and I have to say I love it. Even as he reaches around my back and he unhooks my bra I feel good.

  “Oh, my goodness, Lucie,” Kade groans as he finally gets a feel of my naked breasts. His thumb brushes over my nipples, making me gasp desperately with need. “What are you doing to me? It’s too much.”

  I want to reply, I really do, I want to tell him that he’s doing all sorts of things to me too, but the words get caught in my throat and all I can do is pant. My breasts are on fire, my core is burning, I’m crazy. One of Kade’s hands remains on my breast but the other one trickles down my body all the way to the waist band of my jeans. I suck my stomach in, inadvertently giving him a space to dip into my pants if he wants too. I’m being too forward, this isn’t like me at all, it’s almost as if I’m not a virgin at all. But I suppose that’s because this is Kade, I feel so comfortable around him that I don’t mind what I do. I know him and he does me.

  “Shall we take a seat?” he asks me quietly. I don’t know where, but I’m sure we’ll sort it out.

  He takes my hand and guides me backwards to a pile of hay. When I screw my nose up, not sure if that’s where I want to go, Kade races out of the stables, hopefully to grab the blanket. While he’s gone I dig into the depths of my feelings, trying to work out if this is definitely something that I want to do. Without him around, fogging up my brain with lust, I can think a little clearer… and I do still wa
nt him. My body screams for him. I kick my shoes off and giggle to myself, ecstatic that this is finally here. The moment I’ve been waiting for.

  “Is this better?” he comes back with his blanket. “If I lie this down to make it more comfortable?”

  I smile the widest most genuine smile I can muster and I nod. “Yes, that’s utterly perfect.”

  He lays the blanket down and I climb upon it. At first, I it, but when Kade climbs over me with a deep lust in his eyes I fall back into a lying position. I cup my hands around his cheeks and I tug him towards me so I can kiss him again. I’m full of the intense sense that this is right, this is where I should be. Any guilt I felt for leaving my friends behind and telling them not the full truth vanishes. Needs must when it comes to lust.

  The only thing that causes me to raise my body upwards is when Kade grabs my top to pull it off. My bra, which has already been unhooked comes with it and is tosses to the side out of reach. I’m shy, it makes me nervous to do so, but I reach forward and I tentatively pull his tee shirt up a little bit too. I can’t go the whole way because I get a glimpse of some serious abs there which makes my heart skip a beat.

  Kade smirks at me, sensing my reaction and he finishes the job for me. His entire torso is filled with muscles that definitely weren’t there before. I suppose I haven’t seen him topless since he was a child, but I don’t think I was expecting this. He looks like he belongs on the cover of a magazine rather than here with me. I’m left breathless and even needier for him. The pulse in my pants is utterly out of control.

  “Wow,” I spit out. “You look good, Kade, when… erm, when… when did that happen?”

  He laughs and hooks his hand around my back, kissing me again. This time, as his hand snakes down towards my underwear I arch my back and invite him in. He takes the invite and dives in happily.

  “Oh wow.” He slides all the way down, feeling my intense wet heat. “You really do want this.”

  “I do…” I feel like I’m going nuts. My heart is hammering against my rib cage. “Oh, I really do.”

  With the confirmation, Kade slides my jeans down then takes my underwear too. Luckily my socks go too or I’d be totally naked except for then which isn’t a good look for anyone. Then, before I can even begin to tackle Kade’s clothing, he brushes his hands over me and pushes two fingers into me.

  “Oh fuck.” The expletive flies out of my mouth without me even realizing. I just didn’t know it was going to feel so good. It’s even better than when I touch myself, he feels amazing! “Holy shit.”

  His hand explores me, he massages me everywhere, and my core buzzes with need. I roll my hips towards him. I push him further into me, enjoying each spot he touches as I go. He seems to know my body better than I do myself. He can sense just what I need… I suppose this is what comes from lots of experience.

  I cling so tightly onto Kade’s shoulders that my nails probably pierce his skin. I don’t even know, my head is swimming with everything Kade. He’s swallowed me up, I’m consumed by him, I’m falling for him.

  Oh shit… I’m falling for him… I really think I might be in love with him.

  “I need you,” I gasp at him, pressing my breasts into him. “Oh, Kade, I really need you.”

  He doesn’t need telling twice. He whips his trousers and underwear down and he thrusts into me. He moves a little too rapidly, it sucks the breath right out of me, especially since it stings a little bit, but he pauses and waits, then when I’m ready to go again he moves slowly and carefully, allowing me to get comfortable.

  Eventually, I’m the one to pick up the pace and when I do, Kade rests his forehead against mine and he stares deeply into my eyes. I can see it, the deep feelings there, which only confirms what my heart already knows… we’re falling in love with one another, this is really happening, my dreams are coming true.

  A hot pressure starts in my toes and it trickles up my body. It makes my limbs a little numb. Then a pool forms in my stomach and it floods me completely. It builds, my head spins, mu pulse races, I become acutely aware of only him. The rest of the world floats away completely, there could be a war going on outside or everyone in the whole college could be watching us and I wouldn’t be able to stop. This is everything.

  “Oh shit.” Then the pressure explodes and a gorgeous orgasm shatters through my body. It rolls over me in endless waves making my vibrate and writhe beneath Kade and I lose myself completely. “Oh, Kade.”

  He grunts, he moans, he groans, as the pleasure gets him too, then when the pivotal moment he kisses me hard so I can swallow up his yells. In that moment, I feel closer to him than I’ve ever done before…

  “Oh, wow…” After a couple of moments, we lie next to each other panting breathlessly. I’m consumed by the wonderful glow of the post orgasmic bliss. “That was really something, wasn’t it?”

  I turn to my side and curl my naked body closer to him as we fall deeper and deeper in love. I wish I could invite him up into my room so we could spend the night in one another’s arms, but since we both have roommates that isn’t going to be possible. We’ll have to make do with our snatched moment here.

  “Unfortunately, I have to get back soon,” I say remembering that Cindy will be back from the movies soon. I don’t want to make her suspicious. “I wish I could stay here all night long. But I can’t.”

  “Yeah.” Kade pushes himself into a sitting position. “I suppose I should too, not that I want to.”

  He dives his head down and he presses his lips against me. The kiss is so sweet, so full of promise, it gives me a clue of what it’s going to be like tomorrow. I wonder what it’ll be like when everyone finds out about us. What will all of our friends say about us? It’s going to be absolutely crazy. And what about our families? They’ll certainly have an opinion about us. I just hope that it’s good. I think it will be, but who knows?

  As we pull our clothes back on, I keep shooting him looks. I can’t stop smiling, it’s like I have a coat hanger stuck between my lips. My heart has swollen, I’m the happiest that I’ve ever been. Even when we gather up the things and we walk back to the campus, ending the best night of my entire life, I’m flying higher than air.

  “You can leave me here,” I say quietly to Kade as we get to the bottom of the building. “I can just about make it up the stairs by myself.” I’m covering all bases, trying to keep us secret for now which luckily, he doesn’t seem to mind. “But thank you for tonight, it’s been… well, unexpected by awesome too.”

  “Okay, well much as I’m sad to let you go, I’m also looking forward to seeing you again.” He grabs my chin and kisses me all over again. I will never get tired of the sensation of his lips against mine. It feels phenomenal. “I will message you when I get back to my room, to say goodnight.”

  I pause and bite my bottom lip, just looking up at him. Here we are, we’re in love. Who would have thought it? How many people get their dreams to come true? I must be the luckiest woman alive.

  “Right, okay that sounds wonderful. And I look forward to seeing you again.”

  “Yeah me too. It’s been good, Lucie.”

  And there it is… the end of the most perfect night ever.

  11

  Kade

  Ring, ring… ring, ring… ring, ring…

  “Urgh, what is that?” I groan as the noise forces me to wake up. “Is that my phone?”

  I glance over to Hector’s bed, but he isn’t there. He has a girlfriend on campus who he occasionally goes to stay with. Typical, I could have invited Lucie back to mine after all. I didn’t want to because it’s all so new and I don’t really know what’s going on between us, but now I wish I had. It would’ve been fun and we could have had another good time in the morning. I get the feeling that was Lucie’s first ever time, and I want to make sure that she had the best time ever. I would like to give her an even better time now.

  I push myself into a standing position and I scrabble around for my cell phone. I dropped it somewhe
re when I got in last night, after messaging Lucie and I don’t know where it went. I kick my clothes around the floor and soon find it tucked under my bed. I moan with dismay when I realize that it’s my dad calling.

  What can he want at this early hour? I rack my brains trying to think. What have I done now?

  “H… hello?” I answer cautiously while chewing the inside of my mouth. “Dad? Is everything aright.”

  There’s a storm cloud on the other end of the phone, I don’t have to be able to see him to hear it. My heart races faster, it’s always hard for me to remember my misgivings when I go through life barely recalling what I do most of the time. I act on impulse, I don’t even think about it. That’s always a nightmare.

  “What the fuck is going on, son?” he demands, rage flooding from his mouth. “What is this?”

  “Erm…” Oh God, I don’t want to ask, but I’m going to have to. I need to find out. “What do you mean?”

  “I have received a letter from the college this morning about your low grades. You’re skipping class and acting like an idiot. I think it’s safe to say that I am not impressed. What the fuck are you doing?”

  Is that even legal? What the hell are the college sending my father letters for? I’m a damn adult, surely, I can make my own decisions, even if they’re shitty ones? Then again, he does donate a lot of money to the college so maybe he has extra rights and part of that is putting me under the spotlight without me knowing.

  “I… I’ve just been having a good time,” I reply feebly. “I work too, I just want to have fun. That’s all a part of the college experience, isn’t it? I need to… to have a good time now before I start work.”

  “You won’t be working for the family business if you don’t get off you ass. You need to work while you’re there. You have to get this qualification or you aren’t going to take over the company at all.”